Hold My Hand

2020 Reflections 3 (Hold My Hand)
1/2/2021

I watched you
through the window
as you tried to remember
who I was.

Just yesterday, you knew.
But then I was able to hold your hand.
The simple act of a simple touch
brought it all back for you.
You’d smile
when you realized
it was me.
Today, I can’t touch you.

It’s for your safety, I know.
But my heart breaks at the
distance between us.
The confusion in your eyes
paralyzes me.

I will read your favorite book to you.
I will sing your favorite song for you.
I will do everything I can so you
remember me and all those who love you.

Everything but hold your hand.

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